I Was Thinkin...
Saturday, August 23, 2008 Edit This 1 Comment »
and we all know what happens when I start to think... LOL! Anyway, this is so random but it's late and I need a place to talk this out.... I have to be at the train station at 7 in morning and it's really really sad that I didn't feel 100% comfortable asking any of my friends to take me. I don't know if that says something about me or them. Maybe both.
I personally don't ever want to "put people out of there way" or ever inconvenience them so many times that keeps me from asking (which only stresses me out) and then makes me angry because I am that one who would go that extra mile to accommodate my friends or to make them feel comfortable, yet I don't even feel comfortable to ask for a simple ride.
I'm sure if I would just ask for what I want instead of predicting what folk would say then I would be much better off. or would I? Not sure. If someone said no, I would probably get an attitude, if someone got an attitude but said they would do it anyway, I would probably match that attitude and say forget it.
I really have issues y'all. Its midnight, I need to be up early and I finally got someone who doesn't even live near me to come all the way over to my side of town to come get me (even though there are at least 3 or 4 folk on my side of town that I could ask if I felt comfortable)
So wack.... I think, perhaps I should talk this out with the folk who I didn't ask. I'm tired, so I'm out.
On another note (one that doesn't include me and my issues)
Congrats to Camille and Marvin on tying the knot today....
I personally don't ever want to "put people out of there way" or ever inconvenience them so many times that keeps me from asking (which only stresses me out) and then makes me angry because I am that one who would go that extra mile to accommodate my friends or to make them feel comfortable, yet I don't even feel comfortable to ask for a simple ride.
I'm sure if I would just ask for what I want instead of predicting what folk would say then I would be much better off. or would I? Not sure. If someone said no, I would probably get an attitude, if someone got an attitude but said they would do it anyway, I would probably match that attitude and say forget it.
I really have issues y'all. Its midnight, I need to be up early and I finally got someone who doesn't even live near me to come all the way over to my side of town to come get me (even though there are at least 3 or 4 folk on my side of town that I could ask if I felt comfortable)
So wack.... I think, perhaps I should talk this out with the folk who I didn't ask. I'm tired, so I'm out.
On another note (one that doesn't include me and my issues)
Congrats to Camille and Marvin on tying the knot today....
1 What's on Your Write Mind?:
I know how you feel about not wanting to inconvenience anyone...trust me. But I'm glad you've got someone who will take you. I'd take you without any problems!
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